Mar 2017
You fill my body up with every star and every flame that sparks each and every bone and ***** in my slowly wilting body.
Sometimes I need to be pinched. Make me feel awake. Is this feeling real? Am I really this worthy of love that seems almost impossible to feel?
When I'm breaking, you are there to hold me in your arms and I was so confused because I thought I was the strongest person in the world but there I was crumbling into little pieces and you picked me up even though you could have gotten cut from my sharp edges.
There are days when I wake up hating myself and the world around me but you were there to help me gain my balance back. With you there is no such thing as waking up on the wrong side of the bed.
You were there to pick me up by my bruised body and help me see things clearer.
You gave me a voice when I felt like I wasn't strong enough to speak and even when my voice cracked you still got the message.
You helped me fall in love with my laugh when I forgot how it was to ache from smiling.
You put visions in my eyes when I saw nothing but failure in myself. "It's okay to cry" but when waterfalls came down from my eyes you weren't afraid to drown.
He said
"I deserve the stars and you deserve the universe and all I ever wanna do in life is explore the skies."
I said
"Sometimes I get lost in space in a black hole and nothing can pull me out"
"Well baby you're out of this world and I'd lose my oxygen if that means saving you."
I always come back to you in pieces not asking to be fixed but you do it anyway. I can come into you because you are my home and I only feel safe with you.
You make me feel like I'm standing on the highest building at night overlooking everyone and the city lights.
You make me feel like fresh air on a cold winter day.
You fill me up with feelings I have never felt before. Feelings, that I am lucky enough to feel with you.
I want to live an infinity amount of moments with you. Good and bad. I want it all to be with you.
I want to do everything on earth with you.
You made me love the sun, the moon, the rain, the stars, flowers, etc.. It all reminds me that I'm still alive. You make me feel alive.
Sometimes I need to be pinched. Make me feel awake. Is this feeling real? Am I really this worthy of love that seems almost impossible to feel?
When I'm breaking, you are there to hold me in your arms and I was so confused because I thought I was the strongest person in the world but there I was crumbling into little pieces and you picked me up even though you could have gotten cut from my sharp edges.
There are days when I wake up hating myself and the world around me but you were there to help me gain my balance back. With you there is no such thing as waking up on the wrong side of the bed.
You were there to pick me up by my bruised body and help me see things clearer.
You gave me a voice when I felt like I wasn't strong enough to speak and even when my voice cracked you still got the message.
You helped me fall in love with my laugh when I forgot how it was to ache from smiling.
You put visions in my eyes when I saw nothing but failure in myself. "It's okay to cry" but when waterfalls came down from my eyes you weren't afraid to drown.
He said
"I deserve the stars and you deserve the universe and all I ever wanna do in life is explore the skies."
I said
"Sometimes I get lost in space in a black hole and nothing can pull me out"
"Well baby you're out of this world and I'd lose my oxygen if that means saving you."
I always come back to you in pieces not asking to be fixed but you do it anyway. I can come into you because you are my home and I only feel safe with you.
You make me feel like I'm standing on the highest building at night overlooking everyone and the city lights.
You make me feel like fresh air on a cold winter day.
You fill me up with feelings I have never felt before. Feelings, that I am lucky enough to feel with you.
I want to live an infinity amount of moments with you. Good and bad. I want it all to be with you.
I want to do everything on earth with you.
You made me love the sun, the moon, the rain, the stars, flowers, etc.. It all reminds me that I'm still alive. You make me feel alive.
