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Mar 2017
You came into my world of depression, and darkness and you cleared it all away for me. Now, I'm laying beside you and I've never felt further away from you. As much as I want to hear the words "I don't love you anymore" come out of your mouth just so I can hurry up and attempt to move on from the ice age you put me through you didn't have to say it. I can read your mind and if you don't have the time anymore to pick up my pieces, and put me back together then you can go, but you should know that I gave you my whole world. I didn't have much, but the little I had I handed it to you. I trusted you when my instincts told me not to and I loved you when my heart told me "not this one" and it only made me feel like a crazy girl. You found me empty, and you left me empty. You stripped me of my beauty, my love, my grace, and my emotion. I am tired because of you. I am physically and emotionally exhausted I can't even eat my favorite dinner. Thanks to you I hate it now and everytime I think of it, it makes me want to puke. You ripped my heart out and I let you run off with it well I guess you dropped it on the way to see your new victim. I hope she can see your foolishness as soon as you kiss her lips and leave them poisoned the way I couldn't have. I swear I feel it. I physically feel the emptiness of where my heart once beat for you. There's nothing there anymore. It's gone. All I can feel is a constant bang every two seconds when my brain transfers the memory to my heart of you saying you love me. I convinced myself that I was never whole until I met you. I convinced you, myself, and everyone else that you were the half to complete me. You left me in the deep end and I couldn't swim. I was left with water in my lungs and you never saved me. They say it's only a broken heart, but I swear I feel myself dying from it.

- Analysa Marie
Analysa Marie
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Analysa Marie  NYC
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