you are more than the second child you are more than your mother's eyes you are more than your self-prophesied self-inflicted demise you are more than your downfalls and your doubts wind in your wings under the sun's collapse can you feel the scorch on your back? the burns don't scar but leave phantom marks from where the wax has melted. apollo always smiled too bright, so warm that it burned out your retinas and washed the color from your irises. the ocean will sooth the memories, aloe vera for old haunts and past loves, broken families and falling, falling, falling