I don't want to feel
I want to be numb
All this work on myself
Seems like a waste of time
I want to come to know me
My identity has been shackled
Chained up for a very long time
I want to be free
A sense of peace like a rainbow
Seeing the colors makes me smile
And feel good about life
But a dark cloud hovers over me
And I want to run
Say, "**** it"
And crack open a bottle
Drown all my worries
Drown all my emotions
Drown me