It saddens me deeply
to stare out at the breadth
of human beauty
and know that no
fairytale dreams
wait to for the right
musical keys.

There is no soul mate
singing under
the same star strewn
sky that blooms
with planets and moons.

There is no one out there
who feels what I feel,
who seeks to think,
and be thrilled by
the knowledge that I
gathered for all.

There is no one
who would burn
with the same cosmic fury
that causes other fools
to flee in a hurry
but enraptures me
in knowledge’s ecstasy.

It is very sad to be
the smartest sub atomic particle
in a reality that eludes me
because I cannot see
beyond my proton and electrons
and all the other sub atomic morons
do not even know
that universe is just a part of an atom
in a molecule in much bigger
universe.