He hates it when I talk about The needle I guess He's just a little insecure. I guess he's thinking I am Feeble That I will surely fall back into Its lure. He hates it when I talk about Shooting up Cause he thinks its the only thing I love. He gets sick to his stomach when he Sees me smile Tries to keep me quiet a while. He says "i dont think you should romanticize that" I don't think that I am he fears one day I will leave him for that But dont think that I can.
See my husband gets real uncomfortable when I talk about the needle. Cause he has seen me there before. And many other people... he has seen much more. But i guess I understand his feelings, and his fears. He couldn't stand to lose me, So when i speak of the needle He sheds tears.