You disappoint me in so many ways. So far from everything I ever wanted. How is it you come to me like candy. Unwrapped you're only rotten fruit. I must be a predictable person. Stable and empathetic. Those around me up and down. Vindictive and petty. All I see are the better option if I were they. Simple like turn left or turn right. Why do people act this way. And underestimate a valuable connection. I am valuable. I treat you with love and compassion. Raw and sensitively. Like the liquid gold flowing through the earthly depths. Supporting your every move and fault. But now you show disinterest and disdain. I lived for your smile. And you bring me pain.