a breaking point* everyone has one, right? a place where they can't go on without an explosion of emotion or just quitting all together
but where is mine?
where is my stopping point? where i can rest my eyes and feel ease a point where i do break and get everything out because to get better you have to break, right?
maybe that point has left out forgotten by a god i dont believe in leaving me in a constant hurt a never ending cycle of being left with no escape or coping
where is my breaking point? it must be sad to read about someone who wants to break down who wants to feel all the pain he has experienced at once just so one thing can maybe last just so some other emotion that isnt a deep depression can be felt for more than an hour or so
maybe i need to make my own point need to scrape some time out of my schedule to let myself explode let it out get rid of the space it takes up so i can leave some for anything else
but thats not how it works it comes on its own time like a bird to its feeder or death to take a soul
maybe my breaking point will take its time so slow its taking parts of me as i try to survive
maybe my breaking point will be death that when my blood pools out of my body those deep dark emotions will flow out with it
no longer carried by me but the mortal body that is left here leaving my soul the lightest of them all
a breaking point no one said that it has to happen when youre alive