ive always been a sucker for brown eyes
and i don't quite know why
maybe it's because they were so good on you
so good looking at me
those brown eyes
elgulfed me
i saw beauty in brown
nothing like artistry.

but those eyes lied to me.
and i fell in love with the eyes of a boy who used me
betrayed me
broke a promise between him and me.
those eyes hurt me.
and now im constantly haunted by the brown hue i fell into
and when i see brown im reminded of you
i cant see straight,
i cant stop thinking of you
even when its anger thoughts
your existence taunts me
sadness persuades me
sleeping with anger each night on the pillow with the kiss stains because i pretended the wall, the sky, the pillows, the drawings, the poems were you.
i pretended they were all you
replacing blue with brown
now i replace brown with blue
because i fell in love with your eyes
i never fell in love with you.