The worst part about falling is not when you hit the bottom. Not getting back up after the fall. Not when you have to let go, Not when you have to move on.
The worst part about falling is knowing that you are slipping. Knowing you are slipping, deep down into a pit of demons and despair. Knowing you are breaking. Knowing you will be held hostage by the devil inside you.
Knowing you need help, but when you finally cry out, no one is there to save you. And you just have to allow yourself to fall.