Day-by-day
I find it hard
To speak myself
About things inside of me,
Thoughts i have,
Feelings i feel..
It's way too hard
To do it now..
I try it,
Belive me, tryed today..
But all I got
Was just a judgment
Or useless lecture
Lecture about obvious things
I had to do or not..
I knew it was mistake,
Knew the outcome
By saying that to me
They make it worst..
One knows intellectually
They try to help
But it shut me up
And locks inside..