it's 1am

and I'm lost
i'm out of words
torn with million thoughts

The world seems sullen with grievance and distress
Consuming every ounce of strength inside me

It was too much to ask,
to much to digest

Like how sharp words could pierce right through you,
and how cold actions could tear you apart,

It was too much to take,
too much to handle

For it is everything I am and everything I ought to be.

I wonder,
I wonder how to rescue two parting hearts filled with pain and grief
I wonder how to rekindle what was once real and genuine
I wonder how to bring back what was once within, from inside out

I wonder if I would ever be enough to remind you of the love that illuminated with every exchange of breathes and kisses

I wonder
If the love
that was once pure
and ravishingly beautiful,

still lies beneath your heart

and your souls.

For up to my last breath,

i'd do everything
to find what was lost
to save what was gone

and create a new one.