You should ask my lover if I am a good person He'll tell you all about the girl he fell in love with He'll tell you how through his eyes she was perfect And all of her mental disorders became nothing
But what is happening to me? I started to let go of myself I started to not care about anything anymore You might think he left but all he told me was "I can handle it"
And what did I do? I left him because of the circumstances we were in Because my parents hate him and seeing him was too hard I no longer saw light at the end of the tunnel Nor with him, nor with myself
I am such a bad person I drive those who are good to me away And I attract those who are bad to me WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
You know, I get this image of us dancing together in serenity In a place where we are no longer bothered by the circumstances It's not fair that I don't get to choose anything anymore As I write in tears I remember what we used to be And how we never got our last first dance