Maybe you're the reason I always love those who hurt me Maybe you're the reason I always forgive Maybe you're the reason I've been ****** since I was born The reason why I became an adult as a kid
Let me explain to you what I mean by that How I'll always be my father's daughter through and through You see he unintentionally planted his ideals in me, and then they grew and grew
Its this lifestyle of doing things my own way Doing whatever the **** I want Do what I love and nothing else And if I'm not happy then I'm at fault
When he left I had to deal with it Take care of my brothers and myself Cause my mother of four was busy with work and school cause his affair really ****** her up She unconsciously sent me the same message, though it came in harsher words
I'm the only one that I can rely on People will ******* over and hurt you In some families blood means nothing So you have to fight for you
But dad returned to show me the ropes and I relied on him again He showed me how to sin like a real Christian Deny God and love him still He showed me the sweet dangers of drugs and alcohol Of how mental illnesses will try to **** your soul
But he showed me some better things Things that have stuck with me more How to paint my feelings and draw my insecurities How to take on the world and try new things How words and music bring the most joy and sorrow How to live in this **** and to always love the sinners the same as saints.
Now simple with kind words, my life lesson is the same Live for yourself Love others And experience everything