It isn’t the warmth of your lover’s lips, or their hands skimming across your naked skin.
People are not ******.
Drugs are not a metaphor for your personal Adonis.
It isn’t beautiful.
It isn’t romantic.
It sure as hell ain’t heaven (but it really ******* feels like it).
Sometimes you imagine them.
Their body pressed against yours. Heated kisses and veins like cracks through marble—
Soft enough to carve with your aching fingertips.
People. Are not. ******.
You want someone whose presence can be melted down and injected.
People falter, break, lie, abuse, cheat, steal and leave.
Oh, God knows you have (every God you never even knew you prayed to).
You feel too much and then too little.
Not everything is as simple as fixing a rig but everything is as complicated as searching through your skin, trying again and again and AGAIN to find a perfect place to let that melted bliss baptize you for the