In the dark,
I start to dwell
on possible remedies
as I soak
this permanent ache
in melodies,
with my head resting
in a "safe" place,
on a pillow case.

I cry,
and I try to heal your pain
only to be pushed away,
and I try to say that
I am here, I'll be here
only to not be believed,
but at every call,
at every "I need you,"
I leap as if electricity
has been shot in my veins,
this you do not know;
I wish I never cared again.

- Crimsyy♡


*Cries an ocean