I took every ******* word you said like gospel
worshiping every hidden insult and all of your
manipulative teary eyed complaints about life.

I loved every time you told me I was worthless
in that stupid shadowy way you had and still I
would just as quickly fall to my knees for you.

I laughed at all the abstruse ways you pushed me
around like a rag doll for your enjoyment just
a play thing for you to use whenever you'd like.

I treated you like my god in disguise and then
I came to realize that you were never my god
only an demon trying to corrupt my weak mind.