Sep 2016
My Dearest Mistake,
Oh how it hurts to hear your name,
To think it will never be the same.
Your mother says you love me so,
But I will just never know.
I cared for you and you told me the like,
But I was scared and took flight.
I was unsure and you kissed my wounds.
But I never felt safe apart from you.
You told me you loved me.
I felt it was true.
I couldn't trust myself,
So I didn't trust you.
I call us a mistake and all of myself,
For you were perfect and I ruined that.
I broke your heart,
And you still tried for me.
I turned cold so you would leave,
And now you won't come near me.
I still care I always have.
I'm just not good at showing soft emotions,
Where you can't be firm.
I miss my friend most of all,
For you know more than most...
I need someone now when I'm at my worst.
I love you, My Mistake, please find your way back to me.
Your First Heart Break
Oh how it hurts to hear your name,
To think it will never be the same.
Your mother says you love me so,
But I will just never know.
I cared for you and you told me the like,
But I was scared and took flight.
I was unsure and you kissed my wounds.
But I never felt safe apart from you.
You told me you loved me.
I felt it was true.
I couldn't trust myself,
So I didn't trust you.
I call us a mistake and all of myself,
For you were perfect and I ruined that.
I broke your heart,
And you still tried for me.
I turned cold so you would leave,
And now you won't come near me.
I still care I always have.
I'm just not good at showing soft emotions,
Where you can't be firm.
I miss my friend most of all,
For you know more than most...
I need someone now when I'm at my worst.
I love you, My Mistake, please find your way back to me.
Your First Heart Break
