I am not afraid.
because I am alone.
People die one day and will be gone.
I say to me nothing is permanent
if u wish, you can also be The President.

President of  the United States of America.
I said but my friends laughed at me.
Even my beloved sister Erika.
They say I am out of meds.
Told me to always stay in my bed.
I feel pain.
But...
they say I am insane.
And I kept chanting
'Without pain, nothing you can gain'

I go outside to the park.
I watch people pass by.
Till it gets dark
I sit there watching all.
This world is very big.
I am too small.

I believe in god
He will make things all right.
My dreams will no longer be dreams
It will come true.
what else is life for.