**** me now And bury me in the bottom, Of an erupting volcano. The eruption would spread my ashes everywhere Great for me, I don’t deserve proper burial.
How much worse can things get Before they improve?
I’ve been awful I’ve been stupid and frankly, I’ve just been an ******* to you. How much worse can things get Before they improve?
I don’t deserve proper burial Since I can’t prove myself to you What is there left? I’ve been nothing but awful I’ve been nothing but stupid and I’ve been nothing but an ******* To my love… MY LOVE for god sakes
FORGIVE ME ALREADY!!!
All I want is you But all I deserve is scorn, And my ashes spread across the land I don’t deserve a proper burial…
**January 16, 2012
The 10th of 12 poems about my relationship frustrations. This one is by far my most angry and just portrays my complete and utter frustration with my own self over my past actions.