oh you wanna know what happened?

you wanna know what happened after you left me?

let me tell you a bit of them.

my luck went away
a series of tragedies happened.
as if you were my charm of luck
and that my luck left
along with you.

there's more.

i lost my heart*
i tried to love again
but *******
it doesn't feel the same.
it will never be the same.
how foolish of me to expect
others to give
the same love that you
have given before.

i hate to admit
i needed you
i wanted you so bad
now i need no one
and i want no one.

thank you
for making me feel like this.

i hope what i told you
made you happy
happy to see me suffer
and to see me die faster.