I know this is against the rules
But im drunk right now and so the rules don't matter
I miss you
I miss how you would look at me
When you thought i wasnt looking
And i miss your self- satisfied grin
I miss your bad habits and the way
You held a cigarette between your teeth
I miss the taste of you in my mouth
And mostly i miss how you would stretch your hand out,
An open invitation for my own small fingers
I know this is against the rules
But I'm halfway in love with you
And I cannot go forwards nor back
And I wouldn't want to if I could.