Wake up. Put your mask on. Make yourself invisble to pain. Dont break. Dont cry. Dont fall. Dont smile to much. Dont be to happy. Dont talk to much. Dont look anyone in the eye. Dont show emotion. Dont feel..
Make yourself look perfect for a person. Make yourself look "good enough"
Dont eat to much. Dont talk to certain people. Dont be friends with this person. Dont get good grades. Dont be better than someone else is. Always stick below everyone one else.
Dont be noticed to much..
Go home. Cry. Throw something. Make yourself look not perfect. fall to the floor.