Jun 2016
what I would say to you if I never had to see you again
I was so tired
of giving you more than I was able to give
only to not just get nothing in return
but to feel my energy leaving my life
I was throwing emotional capital at you
like a desperate stockbroker
trying not to lose it all
but then the lies began
and suddenly I lost all my capital overnight
my market crashed, plummeted
except to you, I was the unintended side effect, an inconvenience
something that could be apologized to and then pushed away
don't think for one second that just because we don't talk about it anymore means I've forgiven you. I'm simply done talking.
what I say to you (since I see you every day)*
My weekend was alright. You?
I was so tired
of giving you more than I was able to give
only to not just get nothing in return
but to feel my energy leaving my life
I was throwing emotional capital at you
like a desperate stockbroker
trying not to lose it all
but then the lies began
and suddenly I lost all my capital overnight
my market crashed, plummeted
except to you, I was the unintended side effect, an inconvenience
something that could be apologized to and then pushed away
don't think for one second that just because we don't talk about it anymore means I've forgiven you. I'm simply done talking.
what I say to you (since I see you every day)*
My weekend was alright. You?
