My hands running through the grass, and your hair, gripping at the moment but losing it as I exhaled every breath.
Looking into your eyes and then past your face as I realize that it is all just one big dream a fairytale. The clouds begin to evaporate as the moments pass by without taking notice of how I might be feeling in the past, present, or future.
I prayed there, for you to come back, to forget, to remember.
Maybe I needed something bigger to tell me that I don't need you anymore, that your empty words were just that, lies. That someone who really loved me wouldn't do that to me. Wouldn't just leave me behind, without noticing how I might feel.
I swayed there, in your arms waiting for you to kiss me, to hold me, to love me.