You say you love me
when you let outrage shower my soul
letting the tears escape
and thoughts grumbling

You say you love me
when you're tired of explaining
confused notions seizing seconds into hours
unwelcome  thoughts conquering my sense

You say you love me
when you offer two words for my essay
disregarding the good points
heeding slipped appalling curses

You say you love me
when I see more lights in your eyes without me
i was once the peek of your existence
wider smiles, forgetting i exist

I am a boke in those glimmering eyes
blurred and easy to forget
I know, I know--
I knew.