I'm an Aries ram and Lord I use this to resist you. Dear Christ I feel so afraid. I'm scared of opening my heart to you, for fear that I'd be giving up myself. I want to cling to the self-inflicted pain and let it become my life. But oh Christ I know this is wrong of me. Your touch brushes aside my symbols. You try to ****** your peace upon me. But oh Lord, I put up brick walls to keep you away. Please Jesus help me break them down. Let this Aries ram put aside his horns of doubt. Let this hurting man feel the love you promise for me. I'm a deep dark hole of unrepentant sin. Carrying a cross that does not hold your heart. Oh sweet Jesus put yourself into my burdens. Let me open my eyes to the glories of your redemption. Fresh from sin let me arrive cleansed and ready to show Your love. As an Aries ram I jam away from your salvation. Yet I know I need to submit my will to yours. Crash away my doubts oh Holy, blessed Lord. Comfort me for I feel so alone. Angry eyes follow me as I walk though my sinful life. Inside I feel the dark night of the soul, and my touch is filled with demons not laid to rest. Lord, stop this Aries ram from losing his soul.