Inches of panic, life and death. Unclaimed disturbances. We walk down the same road but you stopped to tie your shoelace. You didn’t see it coming. And now: our universes spin and spin in webs of incomprehensions as we try to understand what cannot be touched by the other. I’ve slithered around death – maybe you haven’t been as lucky. or maybe I’m the unlucky one the haunted one. I can feel them following me around: GUILT FEAR POSSIBILITY. An omen of what could happen, a shadow of what never did. A parallel outcome, Pain beyond all I could imagine: LOSS DISTRACTION BLAME I killed the old lady. I can feel the crinkly skin of her neck in my palms. Impotence disguised as power HATRED. I killed you, I killed you and you die every night I was laughing and I wasn’t quick enough. I was happy and I wasn’t quick enough. And now cars are demons Sirens deafen me and lights blind me. And people are evil They kick dogs and live off arrogance And I live off bloodlust and compassion I live off my own confusion.