I wish you didn't have the things I love I wish you didn't have my thoughts my hopes and my dreams I am loosing myself and every thing I am
my favourite song is my memory of you and my favourite artist.. her pictures.. I can't see them and not think of you there, with me the soft pillows on my bed hold your scent the soap I use smells of you when I hear the birds sing I can feel you in my heart
how did that happen? how are you everywhere? how did you become everything?
I drink my coffee and I taste you I read and you have saturated the words spilling them into my mind every one of them spells your name and I can't stop reading you.
I dream and you kiss my forehead wishing me good night I breathe and you fill my lungs with your laughter I close my eyes and there you are.. in every inch of my consciousness in the expanding of my unconscious mind you have unpacked your bags and moved in paying in advance..
I have become your home but there is so much you it seems I am loosing myself and I wonder now where I end and you begin if in my mind there is so much you I fear, is there still room for me?
Playing with thoughts of obsession, infatuation, preoccupation. ****.. it's too early for this ****.. need more coffee :o)