I am pathetic. I feel ridiculous. I feel my self believing their accusations. But I am not just some over dramatic burn out. if you could see my life through my eyes you would feel just as helpless. If you felt what I felt youd try anything to escape too. If you seen what Ive seen youd be just as traumatized as me. If you heard what I heard youd be sobbing too. I wish you could see what I see.