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everything i am given to me by the worst of all
everything i do reminding me
the times i've loved
and the times i've lived
blowing up in my face
again and again telling me to give up
but i don't want to, i'll try to survive
how can i, when everything screams in my presence
when everyone, including me, hates me
what can i do to live with this
the pain i've endured
and the mistakes i've made
how can i repeat these and continue on
like nothing happened
but it did
and that won't change
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