Am i weakening? Still tender about you gone. It's been five months now.
Do i still feel bad? For not believing at first? False anger towards you.
We had just talked though. You couldn't have left so soon. I don't understand.
The moment i saw Your still face, it went silent. All doubt then vanished.
Everybody else Walked across the bridge at ease. I never stepped over.
This time, 2AM I still ask myself the same thing; Will closure ever come?
this was written around that 4th haiku. I feel like everybody around me has had closure and moved on but I'm still over here, wondering what went wrong and feeling horrible for being mad at first and thinking it was a joke. Not a day goes by where I don't think about you. I miss you so much. I wish you hadn't done it. I wish I could have done something.