i lay in bed
lost in the maze of my head.
right and left
too many options to choose.
so i close my eyes,
let my heart lead my mind.

I end up in the sea of bereft.
lost among the waves of bruises
on my heart.
I’ve been knocked down so many times
and it is causing me to lose my mind.

screaming and crying,
I fall from my bed.
I love him with all my heart,
but he made us part.

so now I am alone,
and I can’t pick up the phone.
Because nothing matters much anymore,
so I think I might shut the door
of my heart.
I lay in bed,
lost in the maze of my head.
everyone leaves,
so maybe I should be dead.