i only know you from photographs now i torture myself by still following your life after tonight i will not there are so many new songs so many new jokes so many new places i've danced around without you. i am starting to love me more. and i was told that you're jealous. be jealous. you pushed me away. and i'm pushing up. and that includes my *******. you have no right to be mad. so I hope you're happy. **** my beautiful, magical *****. you poor thing.