you stopped loving yourself when they started loving you
it was the moment all the people around you opened their eyes that you decided to keep them close, you kept pretending, you kept hope
Jersey just got colder when you packed your bags and left me for dead I was crying in the hallway begging you to spend another day with me but you said you never wanted to see my blue eyes again, and you went
it was like the world stopped turning that second you looked at me the people on earth stopped breathing at that moment you said goodbye
my heart couldn't stop screaming, my lungs were getting out of air talking is cheap and your talks were expensive, I had to pay it all..
you always wore a necklace with my name on it, you always were happy I took away that smile when I came into your life, like the dark night sky
a day after the day you left, my life felt miserable yet wonderful
I could hear the broken kids whispering my name while riding my bike they would call me things like hopeless and sad, cruel and ugly
but he never seemed to care about the whispers, because I didn't loved him anyway.