When I see her there, staring,
Seeking something in the void,
I can’t help but start wondering:
“What made her so destroyed?”
That was until she told me about you.
Then, it all became clear,
What I saw in her eyes was fear.
The fear of losing the person she has dear.

I lost count of how many times
She talked about your old crimes
The films you made
The days you played
The years you stayed
Even though I’m here to keep her company
Nothing will replace the hole you made
In the heart that’s left with me

Now, listen closely to what she has to say
‘Cause I know you two’ll be reunited, one day
Now it’s time to let her feelings get out
It’s my moment to checkout
It’s time for her to speak for herself again

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Hey blue rose! Do you hear that? That's my heart breaking.
It has ended for me so many times, I don't pay attention to the world ending
Like me, you know that feeling

the stabbing pain you don't wish to bare
And nothing could make you feel better even if you share

Never able to win
Restraining the pain within

I can cry and feel so weak,
I will always feel like such a freak

I hear my voice repeat as I cry
eternally asking the question ''why?''

Know that this is the words and the rhymes
that blew my mind

When you left you took a part of me with you
After what I've been through,
I realised that I like storms, they let me know that even the sky scream sometimes too


I try so hard every day
I've tried this, that, in every way
Please let me hear those song with words that i am afraid to say
Cause now I live painfully through my day
while you are far, far away

When you needed me I was there;
Without you it's grieving here;

Thought after thought captures me
Without you i'm not the same as i used to be
I was able to see the sadness that echos in your eyes, like you were with me
Oh,forever haunted by the memory
Sadness remembered oh so clearly

The happy times are missed dearly
The past is always here to haunt me
It hurts and still does leave me jittery
So i'm gonna leave the time behind
and let the world fade into obscurity

But wait, in green, I see a pure beauty
Like the wind, your voice caressed the prairie

Your eyes sparkled like emeralds reflecting the sun
I often look into what is green and see your reflection
Oh now that feeling weigh a ton

But i have to admit that in every shade of green,
You're sublime

Like you , the stars were beautiful tonight
Blinding bright,
pure ,brilliant,white.

Like you, they glistened
like the stars reflected

Hold me tight
I need your light
You know that, right?