My thoughts once so crisp and clear, Have begun to jumble and come too near. What once was stored in neat little files, Is now tumbling through space unruly and wild. A crystal blue lake, calm and serine, Polluted, contaminated, no longer clean. The toxicity of your touch, The lust for your poison. Threw my world too much, Like I took a love potion. I love you, with all of my heart, But I love him deep within my soul. Together you two cloud up my mind, Like murky waters below. So here I stand, on this bridge, Staring endlessly down. Here I dream of clear blue water, While stuck inside the mud, This murky ***** water, Makes my heart fall heavy, and thud.