I said I could be the most neutral person in the world but jealousy, uncertainty , insecurity, will always come unexpectedly, and naturally. I said "it's not that I don't trust you. I just won't ever sink my teeth into the idea. That I found a person that made me feel like I'm floating on water." And the thought of her finding better or deserving greater. Will always come as an itch in my brain, that I cannot scratch.