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Jan 2016
The way it hurt
To see the way you looked at him with eyes so wide
To see the way you showed him your world
How you brought him inside
And I was left to freeze
In the cold of outside
I was forgotten, neglected
Just brushed aside

Little did you know
The way it hurt
To see the way your head got lost in his gaze
The way you brightened up when you saw his face
To hear the way you talked about him for days
And days......
.... and days

Little did you know
The way it hurt
To see the crinkle in your smile when you said his name
To find myself the courage to say something
Anything, everything
But nothing ever came
And I'm the one to blame

Little did you know
The way it hurt
To see how you idolized him
How you loved him
How you cared for him
How you put him on a pedestal in your heart
How you gave all of yourself to him
But little did you know
That that's what was tearing you apart

Little did you know
The way it hurt
To see the way he treated you like crap
He played with your emotions
Set you heart in motion
But when you gave him your heart
He held it with no caution
Your heart slipped through his fingers, fell away from his grasp
Down it went, and it fell to the floor
"Crack"

But you didn't care

Little did you know
The way it hurt
To see the way you still loved him even after what he's done
Even after he fell in love with you just for fun
To see the way you held on to him, the way you stayed
.....Even if he's been long gone
But I never left
I'm still here

Little did you know
The way it hurt
When you were crying
When you were ranting
When you said your heart felt like it was about to burst
But little did you know, I still loved you at your worst

Little did you know
Of the feelings I've had for you
The way I loved
The way I cared
The way I cherished the memories and laughs that we have shared
But you didn't notice

Will you ever notice?

You once told me that he was your sun
And you were a seed
You basked in his heat, and you blossomed and grew
And that's what you need

But little do you know
Of the hurt that I felt
The emotions and feelings that I just couldn't help

Little do you know how I wanted to show you a sign
How I hoped to be your sun
Because you were mine

But
I think I should quit hoping
I think I should just stop my dreaming and holding

Because I'm only a fool who's hoping for sunlight
When it's already midnight
For the Queen
Raf Reyes
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Raf Reyes  MNL
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