Have you ever wandered how it is like to feel like a stranger?
Like a fish out of water
Like a teardrop in loud laughter
Like love in the heart of a hater

Have you ever wandered how it is like to feel lost?
Like a drop in the ocean
Like a needle in a haystack
Lost…that you don’t know white from black
Like walking straight in a destination
When you know there is no way to go back


Have you ever wandered how it is like to feel so confused?
That you don’t know
When you’re treated nicely
And when you are abused
Have you ever felt so low?
And you don’t know what to do where to go
When you see all the doors around you are locked and closed

Have you ever wandered how it is like to be in non-stop stress?
When you never feel so sure about something you always have to guess
When you feel like crying out loud
And spit that burden of these hard feelings inside you
However, you have to keep and suppress these feelings
Although you are in the greatest need of a gentle caress

Has anyone felt pain like this before?
Because that’s what I really feel , or maybe even more.