Jan 2016
nearly
"with close kinship, interest, or connection; intimately"
~~~
it's n-early for natty,
dressed for gym penance in his
dress blue
sweats
but instead of working out,
he's working out
a gymnastic, mental, laboring problem,
that the muse mistress musters him out
to out,
and to attend to
the birthing of t-his
composition
a re-erupting volcano that
has gone and got him good,
now he's a man intimately
possessed,
with completing, recording,
an unabbreviated log of
oh so long ago's,
a list of the
oh so many
nearly
line items in his
life's lineage
nearly
went a whole life lessened by being
love less,
which always calculates as
a life lived
forever insufficient
nearly
was intimate
only
with tears self-shed,
on a single pillowcase in
a double bed,
that was unfulfilled,
no intersecting
humanity
nearly
permanentized
kinship
as a
dictionary definition official
for a
sunken vessel,
a drowning one man scull,
racing toward a finish line
that had no visible
finish
nearly
lost both sons, lost years, lost friends
lazy living in the slow, low heat
of a burning hell
of zero connections,
thinking the proper cost/benefit solution
was always,
never to be
greater than,
always
less than one
nearly
packed it in,
while overlooking a temptress river,
calling me out swiftly from the
slow lane of loneliness,
offering a
nearly
certain final outlet sale,
a mark-down event,
for clearing the heavy, overladen shelf
of over-weighty
al-one-ness,
a sale of singular single
cell marks upon human flesh
nearly
died a miserable man,
and still may,
from who knows what
pestilence consumption
but
never
from never knowing,
for the lacking of,
the unadulterated love
of a good woman*
and that is
more than,
greater than,
>
all the unknowable
nearlys
and more
than any other
nearly,*
life may yet
deny me,
or
curse me by
~~~
6:45am
Jan. 18, 2016
NYC
"with close kinship, interest, or connection; intimately"
~~~
it's n-early for natty,
dressed for gym penance in his
dress blue
sweats
but instead of working out,
he's working out
a gymnastic, mental, laboring problem,
that the muse mistress musters him out
to out,
and to attend to
the birthing of t-his
composition
a re-erupting volcano that
has gone and got him good,
now he's a man intimately
possessed,
with completing, recording,
an unabbreviated log of
oh so long ago's,
a list of the
oh so many
nearly
line items in his
life's lineage
nearly
went a whole life lessened by being
love less,
which always calculates as
a life lived
forever insufficient
nearly
was intimate
only
with tears self-shed,
on a single pillowcase in
a double bed,
that was unfulfilled,
no intersecting
humanity
nearly
permanentized
kinship
as a
dictionary definition official
for a
sunken vessel,
a drowning one man scull,
racing toward a finish line
that had no visible
finish
nearly
lost both sons, lost years, lost friends
lazy living in the slow, low heat
of a burning hell
of zero connections,
thinking the proper cost/benefit solution
was always,
never to be
greater than,
always
less than one
nearly
packed it in,
while overlooking a temptress river,
calling me out swiftly from the
slow lane of loneliness,
offering a
nearly
certain final outlet sale,
a mark-down event,
for clearing the heavy, overladen shelf
of over-weighty
al-one-ness,
a sale of singular single
cell marks upon human flesh
nearly
died a miserable man,
and still may,
from who knows what
pestilence consumption
but
never
from never knowing,
for the lacking of,
the unadulterated love
of a good woman*
and that is
more than,
greater than,
>
all the unknowable
nearlys
and more
than any other
nearly,*
life may yet
deny me,
or
curse me by
~~~
6:45am
Jan. 18, 2016
NYC
for Steve (Sjr1000) whose nearly always,
inspired comments
reminded me that
nearly
too,
can be
flawless,
in its own right
inspired comments
reminded me that
nearly
too,
can be
flawless,
in its own right
