You run. As fast as your feet can. As long as your lungs can take. Just to get where? You don't know Oh, but you do, don't you? You know very well where you want to go.
You want to go to the darkest and the loneliest of spaces. A space only your mind could create for itself when its had too much to take. You go there. A lot. And I think the closest you've been out of there was halfway through. Once you discovered this place, you never really left it. You stayed there. No one knows who youreallyare. Because you chose to stay within the doors that you think protects you from pain and rejection. But you never knew how much it has eaten you away. Because you're too afraid to accept that to love at all, means to be susceptible. So I'm not gonna tell you to stop running. Stop hiding. I want to know you.