I hate you I hate the way you smile I hate the way your hair looks in the morning I hate your smirks and dazzling eyes I hate that you make me nervous I hate that you're always trying to figure me out I hate that you notice the little things about me I hate that you care about me I hate that you know about me
because now I crave your affection
I hate how you ignore me for hours I hate that you tell me all about her I hate everything about you
And maybe that's why I hate myself so much I've become so attached that I fear I am no where near good enough
He loves me so much but not the way I love him and it hurts 10x more when he shows me he cares.