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I love to see her naked ***

As she lies there on the bed

Now

I am not Gay

But the sight of that ***  ..... (!)

)(

She slowly turns around

Spreading her legs

Revealing her perfect *****

Under perfect *******

And a beautiful face with such compassionate eyes !

I quickly approach

As she closes her legs

And rolls over

Her beautiful *** !

Smiling up at me !

•

I grab her *** and start greasing up

Her ******* in preparation for entry !

..


She slowly starts  giggling

Then laughing

Turning over again

Opening and closing her legs !!!

)(

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*****
***
*****

( laughter )

::

Her eyes sparkling with love !

//

But the laughter !

The laughter !

She is laughing at me !!

Mocking my love !!

//

I lose my mind !

I start hitting her

Harder and harder

Screaming

SHUT UP ***** SHUT UP !

I collapse in a heap

when I come to my senses she is gone

FOREVER !!!

)(

( my love is gone )

The perfect lover !

my life (?) ... !!

I wander  the years in a daze

Looking for her (?)

//

All I see are the Pretty Boys

And their cute tight ***** !

I walk on

••

••

I relive the beating over and over in my mind

***
*****
***
*****

LAUGHTER !

I know

I should of just rested there

In her totality

In her ******* and face and compassionate eyes

//

I should have FELT and not only SEEN

But she is gone

And I am

Whatever I am

Whatever I

Have become

Finally


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