I turned over every stone kicking through my brain. Looking for the answers to my endless questions. Trying to grasp the rips in my emotional tether. Thinking up a million ways in which we could have been together.
I've got a perspective with ten thousand ends to this story. And in all of them. There's only one which leaves me feeling weak and lonely. The one in which I keep my feelings to myself only.
I've gotta find some power and some resolve. To do the things that make me whole. I don't want to look back on my life in regret. Forced to blame others like they stole.
Because to own up to it is just too painful. That I had never learned. To be strong and to speak with definition. This is my minds extradition.
For the all the injustices to the heart. For holding me back with a cloudy judgment. Useless thoughts from the start. This is the abandonment.