I’m ******* terrified of these feelings
I don’t want to feel this way
Drunk and flustered on the floor
Feels like I’m losing all control

My soul keeps pleading with my heart
To stop giving **** away
To stop opening its doors
To ******* strangers on all fours

How to know if this is true
Or an acid trip gone wrong?
Am I still dreaming, is this real?
Just let me bleed and seal the deal

I’m ******* terrified of these feelings
You are trapped inside my mind
My soul is leaving me once more
Should I stay or should I go?