I looked for a word to say.
but I could not find one today.
I had hoped to find a word that would stay in your heart.
That would show you exactly what tore us apart.
I hate what you did... I hate you so deeply.
I hate what you said... I hate you so passionately.
I hate what you made me... I hate you so sweetly.
I look at you and I cannot tell what is in your eyes.
I speak directly to you but all that comes out of your mouth are lies.
I see how you hurt.
I see how you hurt me.
I just do not understand.
All your true feelings are kept and safely hidden in a far far away land.
Is this a land we call love?
And now it is a destruction.
A land God has made from above.
And now we call it seduction.
Its true in a way we both long for each other.
But we both see to long for another.
Another human being we both thought we were
But now it seems that this human being I thought you were is now a blur.
This is a bitter sweet heart
That will end in eradication.
This is a bitter sweet part that needs some construction.
Why I hold on?
I do not know.
I probably will never know why.
I should move forward... Yes
But I feel like I would rather just die.
You caused obliteration deep into my heart.
You caused obliteration because you thought it was smart.
I hate what you did... I hate you so deeply
I hate what you said... I hate you so passionately.
I hate what you made me... I hate you so sweetly