I am broken and falling apart. I wonder when my time will come. I hear the demons in my head telling me to end my life. I see the blood stained scars on my body. I want my pain to end.
I am broken and falling apart. I pretend to be happy, even though I know I am dying inside. I feel my blood spilling out onto the floor. I touch the blade as it glides across my skin, splitting it in two. I worry about people seeing my pain. I cry because I know I have lost the love of my life.
I am broken and falling apart. I understand that I will never be worth it. I say I don’t care even though it is killing me on the inside. I dream about the most painful way to end my life. I try to end my life when I am alone. I hope I will not be remembered. I am broken and falling apart.