They found him on the floor at home having “some kinna episode" they called the ambulance it's epilepsy they said probably. Convulsation violent spastication what does it mean? a message of some kind an angry spirit struggling to escape? “It's probably genetic” they said or drug-abuse you're not a prophet or seer take Lamotrigine 100mg bi-daily, 8 hours sleep no alcohol drugs cigarettes caffeine the absences are temporary a few minutes a day the memories? Who needs them anyway? Look forward not back look after yourself spaz.