The sun with all its beauty and glory has gone. Where has it gone? Nowhere. But again I ask: Why do I not see it? It has given way to Winter. But why? Is it because that everything in nature comes and goes or is it because that it had no choice but to go and give way to a sombre and disheartening state of affairs just for the sake of it? Hmm.....I have often wondered.
Gloomy days and frosty nights are its constituent. Water trickling down from overhead and onto the ground, moistening the earth after the earth baking I found Oh! a water drop fell down the back of my neck - how cold yet how soothing.
All cuddled up in a big fur coat seeking to find some shelter I was where from a front yard porch could look at the water washing away all the ash of yesterday. How pleasant it is to see such a sight as a river of water making its way down the gutter of man made carrying with it all the dirt and **** that was and will be there another day.
Having found my shelter and home I was dripping and shaking from a winter day looking out there and thinking I dare not be in it again. It can be good and it can be bad, knowing this now after years gone by when I was a child in dismay wondering why I felt so sad. A child in dismay. A child in dismay.......
Ah! another cold drop fell down the back of my neck, through a hole in the porch roof which awakened me from days gone by. Oh how cruel winter is in a way stirring me to think of memories from pleasanter days.
The days are short, the nights are long and both are cold. I must adapt myself as others do to escape the danger and cost of paying the bill when all is needed for winter.
How I wish I was in summer dreaming about winter, but then why should I when both are hard times.
A very early piece written over 35 years ago as prose but recently converted to blank verse format.